Some who start to practice internal arts, like meditation or qigong find it challenging.
Questions come up, doubts, thoughts, images and feelings.
The reason we experience difficulty is that we want something out of what we do. We are conditioned to seek pleasure, comfort and happiness, and avoid the opposite.
Very rarely do we encounter what is there without judgement, or without wanting anything.
But there is a way to truly reap the benefit of inner cultivation: Just listen.
Find a quiet place, stand or sit, and just sense what is there. Whatever inclination, impulse or feeling, whatever sound, smell or sight, just let it unfold.
At some point, maybe after a long time, you realize that what you experience is just that; sensation.
Listen and sense. After a while movement comes. Then you make a choice.
Either let it be, and just listen to the silence behind the impulse, or follow it without stopping. Let it lead you, like the universe is holding your hand, taking you into something mysterious.
At some point, the movement quiets down.
The very sacredness of existence is holding you by the hand constantly.
When we embrace this, we are completely authentic.
This is what is contained in the Daoist concept of “De”.